Sunday, August 3, 2008

Leti

this little girl was full of life...and trouble. she loved everyone and everytime someone took a picture she said, "aver"- "show me." here we are drawing before church starts.
one afternoon we played a game where she'd make a face and i'd take her picture. these are just 3 of the 15 pictures that i took.


there were other times when she was tired, or just wanted to be held. one of the older kids is holding her here and about 5 minutes later she was in my arms.

What does God want you to do?


Friday afternoon we drove to La Bufa. It is a high point in the city of Zacatecas, Mexico. We had to obviously drive up the mountain and as we were climbing I was just amazed at all the we could see. I was then reminded of my very first mission trip when Strap took us up to Griffith Park and had us look out over LA and told us to think about the number of lost people out there. He asked, "What does God want you to do?" Steve had told us earlier in the week that only 1% of the Mexican population is Christian. To look out over this city and to know that most of them will never know the Truth was breaking my heart. Then to think about the world, even more so. I don't know what God wants me to do. He said "Go" and I went. He tells us all to go. We are without excuse. Romans tells us that the world is without excuse as they can see Him in creation. But how can they know if no one tells them?

Santo Nino

On Thursday we went to the "Home of Santo Nino," the Holy Child. It is the 3rd most visited religious sight in Latin America. Supposedly years ago a rancher was lost in the desert and dying when a child came to him and gave him food and water. He built the church below for the child.



People who want Santo Nino to answer their prayers carry rocks up the hill. The larger the rock, the more likely it supposedly is that your prayer will be answered.





The whole town worships this saint. The tarps are covering up their outdoor shops where idols are sold. You can also by a small religious icon if you believe that Santo Nino has given you a miracle.


These icons are given to the church there to make murals. This one has over 20,000 pieces--over 20,000 people believing that Santo Nino answered their prayer and gave them a miracle. There was an entire room with these murals.

There was also a building with letters, pictures, notes, children's clothing, etc brought by people as either an answer to prayer (to Santo Nino) or requesting prayer. Room after room.

This was eye opening to the powerful grip that Catholisism has on people's lives. It is illegeal to witness/hand out religious tracks in the town where this is. Steve and Amber used to have weekly Bible Studies there and the church would ring the bells so that people would close their shops and shut their doors. This town reminded me of the story in Acts 19 where Paul and the disciples were witnessing in Ephesus and the silversmith and the townspeople were enraged that they were taking away business from Artemis/Diana.

The Children's Home

This is the outside of the children's home, where 29 kids are right now. They were so well behaved and it was great to see how the older ones take care of the younger ones.

They are on summer break right now, so they spend most of the day playing. They were able to entertain themselves very well. We ate breakfast and lunch with them most days were were there. We were able to help out, getting laundry done, cooking, cleaning, fixing things around the house.


Lena and Jaquelin taking a little siesta on the front porch. When the sun was out it was warm, but it actually rained most afternoons, cooling things off.

Azucena (like Suzanna) and I became friends. She's 12 and has an older brother at home. She has a speech problem due to being tongue tied until recently.

This was our whole team, plus Steve and Amber Benedict (and little Marisela)

Beautiful Old Mexico

Lots and lots of cactus...as far as the eye can see

We were several thousand feet above sea level; the sun felt warmer and the clouds closer


yes, those dudes are wearing sombreros. we were in a cowboy town and many rode their horses for transportation and cows used the road to get home

this is a snapshot of the "mision biblica" where the missionaries Steve and Amber bring people to church (they pick them up in vans) and Steve preaches and teaches. we were able to paint the inside of the sanctuary on Tuesday

Sunday, July 6, 2008

be still

been doing a little thinking/processing the last few days. seminary is expensive. and as always, i was worrying about the future this weekend. then i read in my utmost for His highest, "Do not fret - it leads only to evil" (ps 37:8). so instead of fretting, i decided just to change my budget around so that i could save more money. the next day the title for my utmost was "don't calculate without God."
ok God, what are you trying to say here?
He hasn't told me to go to seminary, but it's just something i can't shake.
He hasn't told me to be on the foreign mission field, but again, it just keeps coming up.
but this morning at church we sang 2 songs that come out of psalm 46. as i was looking at it, i realized something.
vs 11 "be still and know that i am God. i will be exalted among the nations. i will be exalted on the earth."
God WILL be exalted among the nations. period. He doesn't need me to go to seminary, earn a degree in global studies, or go to the farthest corner of earth for Him to be exalted. He might allow me to be a part of it. but He doesn't need me.
i am to be still. to stop striving, planning, and calculating.
and i am to know that He is God. He is self-sufficient. He's got it under control. He will be exalted.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

i must be bored

i am: eating homemade banana icecream
i dream: in Romanian sometimes
i think: about the future a lot
i know: Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever
i want: to sleep in tomorrow
i have: a great job
i wish: plane tickets/travel was not so expensive
i hate: drivers who think they own the road
i miss: bethany
i fear: being lonely when i'm old
i feel: content
i hear: a ticking clock
i smell: like smoke from a camp fire
i crave: fellowship
i search: the internet for information
i wonder: if I could take the love of Jesus to all the nations
i regret: stupid, stupid mistakes my first 2 years of college
i love: Jesus
i ache: across my shoulders, up my neck and into my head...every day
i care: not about politics
i always: get excited about the olympics
i am not: athletic
i believe: Jesus is the way, the truth and the life
i dance: spontaneously
i sing: in the car
i cry: when i don't get my way...so, so childish, i know
i don’t always: make my bed
i fight: rarely
i write: to express myself and to encourage others
i lose: and get mad
i never: thought i'd be living with my parents again
i listen: as best i can when people talk
i can usually be found: by the pool on saturdays
i need: Jesus
i am happy about: 3 day weekends
i desire: heart friends in florida
i hope: brianna and sammi get to come for a visit